Saturday, January 19, 2008

whatever~
i'm like so piss off now..
i don't care whether they're going to read these post or not.
i'm still going to say it.
read the stuff i've wrote on the left corner.
I WRITE WHAT I LIKE!

these few days, the guys have been pestering me.
or rather, they have always been like this..
just that the people are not use to it..
i'm sort of being isolated by the girls..
no longer wait for me when lesson end..
and they just go for recess on their own..
i guess georgi is the only one left who would wait for me for the meantime..
looking at the appearance, i might look as if i heck care..

but you people won't know how it feels like, you didnt want it to happen but it just happened.
WTF.
i sort of feel that they think i'm flirting with the guys.
but i'm not, if they have eyes, i'm sure they'll notice i'm avoiding them already.
but what can i do when they keep coming to me?
after all they are my classmate.
the most i can do is ask them shut up, but whether to listen or not is their decision.
not mine.

glad i have friends from AGAPE, my bestie are all there.
how come i'm the only one in fucking BLESSING?
life just sucks man.
hope everything end now, and what make things worse is i'm alone now.
i wanted someone to be right beside me now, there will be times when i need a firm shoulder to lean on.
but i haven't found one yet =(
REALLY hope he was here, thou i promise that i'll give him up.
after all, 5 month isn't short.
i need time and time.
just call me useless, i feel like i'll die without him thou i actually won't -_-"
i don't know what im talking about.
i need a boyfriend now.
seriously.

and now i'm being accuse of being a les.
thanks XXX.
i hate you.
i'm normal can?
i like MAN, not woman,
can't believe you're so childish to think that i'm a lesbian.
What The Fuck.
life is going the wrong way for me.
definitely.
everything is going the opposite way, or instead, all messed up.
1 word. MESSY!!!
why did things turn out this way??
why why why?? can i be happier??
maybe i should cool down for a moment.
my life is turning upside down now.
millions thanks to my loyal friends.
especially zi, he's my best pal.
=D and i really got to cheer up.

happy birthday to my pretty cousin jas, happy 14th birthday. =D

ciaos.

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