Sunday, January 06, 2008

have not been online since 4 days ago.
reason was i was toooo tired, i realise i'm getting weak.
and sis have been at the comp by the time i reach home, so yea, i might as well go get some rest.
so, here's the update.
school was alright, except for some homeworks and stuff.
yea, it's only the third day and we've got homework, am i suppose to feel stress??
so anyway, went home after school on friday.
school ended kinda early that day, but~ i got to save money, so went home instead.
was walking behind him that day, from school to station, glad to say that i no longer have those weird feeling and feel awkward anymore.
perhaps i've let go??
and HEY! i knock my thigh when i reach home.
DAMN IT. thanks to the kitchen cabinet.
=( now got blue-black....suay~
and went cousin spiderman's house to watch the photos they've taken at korea,
their action damn funny, seen sis's taiwan photos as well.
say HI to rose. =D
and yes, today went out with elena.
to town, orchard and bugis, oh my i saw so many nice tops today.
see no touch keep flashing through my mind. =(
i'm a poor lady.
but still i manage to get a sleeveless top from cotton on.
yes at $12. simple and nice, that's my style.
can say i don't really follow the trend, cause i wear what i feel comfortable with.
even if i follow the trend, i'll still go for black and white. LOLED.
kill me please.
caught my eyes on this top from...i forgot the name.
it's kinda retro?
elena say my body look even shorter in this top,
but i like, and mom is buying. THANKS!
after which, bus to bugis and got nothing -_-"
had lunch at MOS, then wanted to get this plush toy from action city,
but..i got no more cash with me already, and i do think it's abit waste of money since i don't really hug this stuff toys.
didn't buy it.
please pardon us, we seldom get to take photos since school started.
and i need to learn photoshop, my face look FAR TOO CHUBBY.
obviously, i DON'T like.
train with elena, and i alighted at amk.
waited for mom and dad to fetch me, and went thomson that area for dinner.
but wasn't hungry at all.
after dinner, to IMM.
daddy is getting a cam soon i think =D
yea shop and walk, and bought nothing.
my 战利品 for the day,
ANDERSEN'S ice cream, yea right, i'm still very into ice cream.
since i won't grow fat anyway, why not eat more =P
me and dad, sorry, pardon his disgusting tongue. -_-
have been quite troubled this few days, or should i say, this few months.
since i join nailXpert, i have been encounting several gastric cramps.
no, it's something more unbearable than that.
which i really don't know what causes it.
i'm sure it's not just pure gastric pain cause i didn't take my meal,
it does come back even thou i take my meal on time and even after i take my meal.
it just goes on and off.
which makes me really uncomfortable.
and i'm also VERY sure it's not menstrual cramps.
cause i can differenciate* them.
was kinda worried that i might have gotten some gastric related disease or sickness.
like for example, gastric ulcer, gastric cancer or even stomach cancer.
cause i've got a short body and i don't really know where my stomach and gastric is located. =P
badly need to see a doctor, but i know it will be very costly.
until now, i haven let mom and dad or even sis know that i'm feeling unwell all these while.
should i go for check up? =(
what's more, i always have blood in my mouth every morning i wake up before i brush my teeth,
my imagination tells me that i vomit blood in the middle of the night.
but i know it isn't, i think.
ok i'm really very sick, don't think i'll die so young right? LOLED...
how good will it be if he's still by my side.
ciaos.

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