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ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

i'm officially JOBLESS!!!
congrate me please!!
loled..ok i'm mad, but i'm really very very tired..
i've never been this tired before..
i'm like totally worn out~

finally i get to have time to rest, and enjoy myself..
i seriously need a lot of rest~
and and, i forever do not have enough sleep..
since the day i join venture.

anyway, was working half-way when may ang came and ask me to the office.
so i went, and the manager was there.
a few was there too, yep so he told us that something happen to one of the line,
and he got no choice but to dismiss us for the time being.
yep and we have to finish this 3 day's work, and we'll be officially out of this company.
OFF WE GO.
actually they just don't need us la, then say until so nice.
i wasn't sad AT ALL.
infact quite happy, cause i don't have to give reason for quitting.
and i can finally rest, my leg is like damn "sour"
and my hand is full of injuries and cuts. =(
pity me.

so well, friday will be my last day.
and then left elena in the company, cause she's not dismiss.
and today is kokfai's last day.
then christopher, yongjian and yongjian's sister + me got dismiss,
so elena went to resign today after work.
she'll be officially jobless this saturday.

so all of us are OFFICIALLY JOBLESS!!!
WAHAHAHA!!!!
ok i'm mad i'm mad.
anyway, the manager told us to call the agent to collect our pay, and if we want,
the agent can arrange another job for us.
i'll ask her to arrange one for me, most probably.
but let me rest and rot for a few days first.
i'm REALLY REALLY tired, never been this tired before.

so what else??
after i get my pay, i'll give it to momo, depending on how much i'll get,
and then i'll get a new haircut, plus rebonding, and maybe dye.
then i'll get my bikini from quilksilver.
and tube dress from topshop.
and a dinner treat to my family (maybe) .
and i promised sister to partyworld=)
SING SONG!!!
i miss it.

ok that's it i think.
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i'm tired~
there's work tomorrow..
saded~ this job kills man~
but gladly i don't have to apply for leave this 24th.
i'm jobless then.
have to go school collect money ($60), then to amk to but material for momo's birthday.
bugis to get momo's top.
and maybe sis will ask me to chip in for momo's birthday cake.
and i have to return zi's $10.
=(
i now declare that i'm broke~!
what's the use of working-_-"

i can't see my future, all i can see is darkness.
i'm a damn faker. i'm getting to hate myself more each day
i tried to keep myself busy by working everyday none stop to occupy my mind.
but no matter how hard i try, it just dosen't seems to work.
he just keep appearing. i lied to myself that i've forget.
but i didn't. even when i'm working, i'll always stare blankly for no reason and the past memories just flash back.
what's wrong with me. i ruin my own life.
why am i only the one living miserably, what about him. =(
is he happy? or miserable like me as well?

ciaos